Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Spring tour: yesterday's update

So, here is what I typed yesterday on the bus.
I am exhausted. Today we went to Martin Luther King, Jr. Elementary school. That was pretty neat; we didn't sing as long as usual and the space was not the best for sound, but the children were responsive and animated—some clapping and swaying and drumming or singing or air guitar-ing along with us. It amused me when the children were asked if they would one day want to sing with us that amid the "yes"s and raised hands there was a boy toward the middle who animatedly declared "No!" And it was beautiful to see someone actually physically sit up and partially rise to the music, just enthralled she appeared. Afterward the students of Bethel and the students of Martin Luther King, Jr. mingled, hugged, high-fived and became acquainted.
We left and made a half hour stop at Wal-Mart, where Rebekah and I got a chunk of bread and two pieces of fruit for lunch. We already had cheese available to us. After lunch had been over a bit, I took an hour nap before leaving for the big Methodist place.
The place we went to this evening was like a big community center/school/performing arts complex. They served us some of the best barbecue ever for supper. I enjoyed speaking a bit to a few of the folks who served us. One was a veteran of Vietnam, and that came up in a discussion about communication. Back then, the first letter his wife wrote traveled around the world before reaching him.
Then we had sound check and later the singing. It was a very large auditorium and relatively few people in there. While singing my voice had some clogging issues at one point and at another just rang out more clearly than usual. During one song that spoke of God's power, I was impressed by the need for a change in attitude. I was singing in my own power, but it is for God's glory and in His power that I ought to be singing. It is humbling--and empowering when I give up my power.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

"Now, we'll all introduce ourselves..."

Have you ever had the feeling that everyone is looking at you--and they really are--and that no one would tell you if you had spinach between your teeth? Instead they would keep smiling politely at you as though you were the hostesses latest piece of statuary. 
TEP interviews are kind of like that. 

"Sarah," the name is called and you are welcomed in to sit at the end of a table that is surrounded by other people and everyone is smiling.  You smile back, sort of.  Maybe you just thought you smiled.  Dr. Godwin leads the introductions and everyone, almost says their names and what they are for the purposes of the interview.  "Dr. Able. I'm in the [whatever specific dept. it was she named]." 
"Scruton," smile and wave from Scruton,"English department.
" Deb Thompson, "Hi,"leans forward,"You know me."
"heh, yes. I remember" you, and now I missed someone...but the introductions continue.  Then Dr. Godwin asks if I want to say anything about myself after explaining that I was a transfer student from a fine institution.  They asked where I was from and a little polite questioning ensued which was brief--about five minutes or so.  Then, "Well, it was a pleasure getting to meet you.  If you could just tell them, we will be a moment."
So I exited with the awareness that they may be about to talk about me.  As I exited, I told the other students awaiting the interview, that they would be ready in a moment.  I recognized a girl from choir--forgot her name but we greeted each other pleasantly.  Or she was pleasant, I hope I came across pleasantly, but I still felt tense from the interview.  I really don't like being the center of attention and conversation.