Showing posts with label mortality. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mortality. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 17, 2023

Pollyanna Grows Up: a very American tale

I listened to the conclusion of Pollyanna Grows Up. It is very much of its era, not entirely in a bad way. It is also understandably an American classic. I do want to go back and reread or listen to Pollyanna. I say it is “of its era” because it betrays the worries of that time, the beginning of the twentieth century, of blood, genetics, and poverty. It does so in the most natural sort of way—attitudes and conversations rather than narration of the concerns. For example, in Ivanhoe, the author observes things in the “in those days people thought this or that” sort of mode.  That is not the case here.

In Pollyanna Grows Up, it is simply noted that surely that person has good blood. It is also an objection to getting married that nothing is known of the family, they could be anyone and what of hereditary disease or such? Pollyanna herself as a girl of twelve first encountering poverty in the city, wonders how some can be so rich while others are so poor? She is jokingly called a little socialist by an adult. The way the conversation goes kind of makes me wonder if the author had socialist sympathies?

Early on and throughout is expressed the opinion of many that “you could not understand, because you never experienced it” or the corollary, “she understands, because she has experienced”. The assumption is a little belied by one of the proponents of the belief in that he knows the stories of Arthur’s Knights and feels the need for heroic deeds and glory, though they seem unobtainable in his current circumstances and he is able to relate the stories and some of his own with such vividness and detail that it is described in at least one point like weaving a spell on his listeners. Nevertheless, the assumption is made throughout—if you have not experienced it, you cannot understand it. I have heard this assumption expressed throughout my life. I disagree. Much can be learned through reading and observation and imagination. I grant that observation is not identical to experience, but I also observe that experience can blind a person to the fullness of what a thing is. For example, a man and a woman may be very much enamored of each other and inclined to act upon their passions. An observer might sympathize with the feeling, but nonetheless be able to see that in no wise should they act upon their passions because one of them is married, so no matter how they feel, that would simply be adultery and betrayal, which they have already begun to enter into by letting their passions—lust—go so far. Someone else who has experienced adultery by participation may have a harder time seeing the error, unless he had already repented and worked towards reconciliation if possible. Of course, now our whole moral landscape is so corrupted that no one seems to accurately the gravity of most any sin. I guess they had to experience them for themselves in order to understand? Just had to take a bite of the fruit...Anyway.

Going to Church is treated as customary, but for most of the story you would have no idea that these people believe in God or an after-life. They are all oriented to earthly, material happiness. This is especially evident in the attitudes towards poverty and death.  As for poverty, Pollyanna cannot figure out anything to be glad about it other than, she doesn’t have that poverty, which makes her sorry for those who do, or she could be glad to help them materially, except that at first she can’t. Aunt Polly is a striking exemplar of their reactions towards death. It is all grief, pride, bitterness, and anger. No one speaks of heaven. No one speaks of God connected to this loss. It is just-he died. Now, how are we going to pay for this and that? How are we to live?  It does not seem that any know how to deal well with the pain of loss.

There is a focus on being happy, but the happiness is material. This leads to a moral dilemma which should not have been a dilemma in the way that it was. Some of the story focuses on the question of a missing boy Jamie Kent. His father was not approved of by the mother’s family, and when she died, father and son had disappeared. There is a Jamie and a Jimmy who are about the right age, one of them adopted by the aunt of the lost boy. He believes he is Jamie, or at least desires to be him in point of fact. When conclusive proof of who Jamie Kent is surfaces, it is decided not to tell Jamie, others may know, but not Jamie, because that would kill him, or something. His emotional belief or desire is more important than the truth. They would rather lie to him and let him believe a lie, but so would he. This is vicious. I cannot approve of such a moral. It darkened the end of the book for me.

All of these attitudes have only metastasized in American culture. We are obsessed with indicators of worldly success and comfort. We push away thoughts of death except to give respect to those who take death into their own hands or deal out death for their own perceived good.  We value lived experience more than truth.

I say “we” but it is a culture that has never felt like home to me. Is it that I loved hearing and reading Aesop, Grimm, & Anderson? Is it that we read the Bible regularly at home and I read it personally before I could understand much beyond the broadest strokes? Is it that I read more British literature than American? Is it that my melancholy disposition inclined me to relate more to Jeremiah and love books like Ecclesiastes? Is it that in traveling across the country to a place I knew not before I was ten prompted me to look more earnestly at Abram’s wanderings and apply that to the Christian life? Who knows. But at least since we traveled across the states when I was a child, I have had the sense of being a stranger in a strange land.

It still takes me by surprise when I hear the same tones of disdain towards religion in newspapers from a century ago that can be heard even today. It still catches me a bit off guard when I hear of people worried about bloodlines today as they did at the heights of the eugenics movement. It shouldn’t; I know well enough that there is nothing new under the sun, what has been will be and every new thing has already happened, still, I would have thought we could have learned from our past.

Thursday, November 24, 2016

Deism

What great gods ruled the universe in eons past?
Gods of ocean with stormy blast,
Gods of winds with winding ways--
Upon this world they roamed--or so
I'm told. I listened to the stories old
From near and distant lands and
Wondered at the way they wandered
In search of life long-lasting beyond thought.

The cunning warrior endowed with wit
By strength and skill destroyed his foes
Not Death. No. Deliverance from death
No Mortal yet knows. Not famed archers
Nor spear-men bold for dragon killing known.
Death comes. And all must pass that door
To the world beyond our understanding.
The towers fall and tragedy erases
Monuments made by vanished men.
Even gods vanish; in time are veiled
From memory like moments sharp
That soften, and slowly disappear.

New gods are wakened by our powers
But then who, we wonder, is truly God?
We invent ourselves, invert ourselves
In searching still, for simple happiness and
Lasting life rich wrought with meaning.
We tell ourselves the gods are like us
Or we, like gods invent, therefor we can
invert what's seen and unseen, mystery and
Understood, Truth and falsehood in our hands
Like uneven measures in the hands
Of that blind woman who stands, sword ready.
We think we command the sword because
The words we use and alter to suit our needs.

But their is a man who spoke:"I said
you were gods" to sarcastic non-seekers
Who truly thought they sought aright the light
Of all ages in their careful texts.
They knew they asked the correct questions
And took him to task for wrongly replying.
They chose right and wrong. They chose
For everyone, for their gods were in their heads.
They would create and demonstrate their power
Fashioning some to follow their flight to heaven.
Enlightened, knowers, believing in the gods they
Best knew, crafted in the image of themselves.
Poor moon-faced idiots, they did not realize
They but un-wholly reflected the light of

that greater Son.   

Friday, April 10, 2015

Of life and dust

Branch from a tree, green coursing with life
Stretching bright toward sunlight and rain--
Cut, sharp, sudden, shut from root,
Still holding green, bleeding life.
Dying, drying, fading fast
Sense no more sun, nothing lasts;
No more leaves whisper, no more sap moves
Cold and Dark and Damp set in.

A warmth, a light, and it consumes
Bright shines a new light giving life
No sun shines, but shines a warm light
Once more Sap boils  in short last life
All ash, the remains as day resumes.

Ash to ash, and dust to dust in life
Upon earth. Earth refined, and pours the rain
Seep in ash, and soak in, through root
Holding, coursing, bringing life.